I was told by a friend i need to forgive! I totally agree, so you think whats the problem?
How do you forgive someone when the pain is fresh and you know that the battle isnt over yet?
As a person of moral standing and with a strong faith, i know i am called to have compassion and grace and to forgive people as my Lord and saviour died for me so that all my sins past and present and yet to come could be forgiven so that i could have life eternal.
However in reality it is not that simple, not when someone who you believed to Love you has attempted to destroy you in every way possible, and its hard to describe because you dont love that person anymore, and you dont want them, but when they are trying to damage you in every way possible, forgivness just isnt on the cards right now! To forgive at this moment would be like running out of fuel and loosing the power to see something through to the end!
My friend could not see or get a grip on that!
I know in time the Lord will heal, and forgiveness will come but not right now, the wounds are still bleeding!
